Monday, November 26, 2012


Y can't we just be like before?

Before all the shits happened?

Before we've grown so much apart?

Y can't we just find what was lost?

Y can't we just go back to what we were?

Y can't we just continue where we left off?

Y can't we just pick up what fell down?

Y can't we just start again?

Y can't we just press the "play" button after the "pause"?

Y am I hating the idea of us being together when that is all what I love?

I am so sick of asking myself questions, but the answers remained hidden.

So now I am asking you,


Saturday, November 24, 2012

ter. terindu.

Photo Source: Google Images
A warning sign
I missed the good part, then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so

A warning sign
It came back to haunt me, and I realised
That you were and island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so

And I'm tired, I should not have let you go

So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

This Broke My Heart

My bestie, Faezah, just showed me this video and it was really hard not to shed tears. :'( May Allah s.w.t always be with the Palestinians. The Israeli army is not soldiers, they are MURDERERS.

My Coldplaylist

What have you been listening to today? I've been listening to nothing except the songs below while working today! Of course, I (cold)played them on repeat peat peat peat peat! :P
  1. Fix You
  2. Sparks
  3. White Shadows
  4. Talk
  5. One I Love
  6. Everything's Not Lost
  7. Life is For Living
  8. Low
  9. Daylight
  10. Lovers in Japan
  11. Don't Panic
  12. In My Place
  13. X&Y
  14. Clocks
  15. What If
  16. Till Kingdom Come
  17. The Hardest Part
  18. Warning Sign
  19. Speed of Sound
  20. A Message
  21. Green Eyes
  22. Chinese Sleep Chant
  23. We Never Change
  24. God Put a Smile Upon Your Face
  25. A Rush of Blood To the Head
  26. A Whisper
  27. The Scientist
  28. Twisted Logic
  29. Yes
  30. Death and All His Friends
  31. Reign of Love
  32. See You Soon
  33. Yellow
  34. Life in Technicolor
  35. Shiver
  36. Amsterdam
  37. Politik
  38. Viva la Vida
  39. 42
  40. Violet Hill
  41. Cemeteries of London
  42. Strawberry Swing
  43. Square One
  44. Swallowed in the Sea
  45. Trouble
  46. Lost!
  47. Mylo Xyloto
  48. Paradise
  49. Up in Flames
  50. Princess of China
  51. Every Teardrop is a Waterfall
  52. Up With the Birds
  53. Us Against the World
  54. Don't Let It Break Your Heart
  55. Hurts Like Heaven
  56. Major Minus
  57. U.F.O.
  58. M.M.I.X.
  59. Charlie Brown
  60. A Hopeful Transmission

Listening to their songs really did make work bearable today! Maybe I should make everyday a Coldplay day. :))

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Us Against the World

Aside from Paradise, my favourite song in Coldplay's latest album Mylo Xyloto will have to be Us Against the World. It's a really beautiful song and somehow for me is very uplifting. It's one of those great songs that give me goosebumps and in my humble opinion, I prefer it much much much better live! According to Chris Martin, "The whole thing is supposed to be a kind of story so they all fit together and that is the two characters from the previous two songs when they meet each other. It's about meeting someone you love and feeling powerful, when you meet someone and suddenly everything feels alright again." (Click here for source)

So... What are you trying to say Mr. Martin? Are you saying that these two lovers met in Paradise, fell in love, met again in Charlie Brown and then again in Us Against the World? I'd love to meet someone like that! But I want my story to begin with Shiver, fall in love, Yellow and then Us Against the World! Is there any Coldplay fan out there who would love to meet someone that way? (Pick me pick me pick me!!! *angkat tangan macam orang gila*) Hehehe.

Anyways, here's the lyrics! Enjoy! :)

Oh morning come bursting the clouds, amen. Lift off this blindfold, let me see again. And bring back the water, let your ships roll in, in my heart she left a hole. The tightrope that I'm walking just sways and ties. The devil as he's talking with those angel's eyes. And I just wanna be there when the lightning strikes. And the saints go marching in. And sing slow it down. Through chaos as it swirls. It's us against the world. Like a river to a raindrop I lost a friend. My drunken has a Daniel in a lion's den. And tonight I know it all has to begin again. So whatever you do, don't let go. And if we could float away, fly up to the surface and just start again. And lift off before trouble just erodes us in the rain, just erodes us in the rain, just erodes us, and see roses in the rain. Sing slow it down, slow it down. Through chaos as it swirls, it's us against the world. Through chaos as it swirls, it's us against the world.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Coldplay Live 2012

I really had a great time watching this (with Siti) at GSC Mid Valley! It stimulates my desire to watch them live for real even more!!! Oh, Coldplay pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee come to Malaysia!!!! Please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeee...............

I hope there will be more alike screenings in the future! It's not "perfect" but it's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better (and more worthy) than some crappy horror movies that I've watched before! It was really an interesting experience to watch a concert film in the cinema, but yeah of course, it's not satisfactory. I want to jump to the music, I want to sing along to the songs out loud, I want other people to sing along to the songs out loud, I want to feel the experience of wearing that Xyloband on my wrist, not just sit there and watch (macam tengok berita di TV pulak zzz). I really hope that I will get to see them live one day. One fine day. I will.

Monday, November 12, 2012

For a Friend...

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
So many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something everyday. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! My last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

— Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

One Art

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Tidak Sedar Diri

"orang yang tak faham english memang teramat bodoh, geram aku, bukan nak kutuk, reality, lepas tu pandai pulak down orang kata "hg memang hebat english pun" benda boleh belajar tapi ego nak mampuih"

Boooooo!!!! This guy is hilarious and so not cool okay! I was so tempted to say this:

This is ironic. Why? Because, every time you update your status using English, I try really hard not to laugh or leave mean comments, but here you are calling other people who don't understand English "stupid". I'm not looking for a fight or Facebook drama here, I just wanna feel the pleasure of mocking because you kinda deserve it. Damn, it feels good. My point is, don't simply call people stupid. Check yourself in the mirror first. If there's anyone who needs to bring his ego down here, it's you. Happy Saturday! ;)

But I didn't (at least not on Facebook). Not because I didn't have the guts, but because I think people have enough Facebook drama already nowadays. I try to avoid starting one. Haha. Well, niceness is my nature baby although I can be really mean sometimes (depends on the attitude of the person I'm dealing with). However, showing my meanness because of someone yg tidak sedar diri like this is totally not worth it. :-)

Saturday, November 03, 2012

Pretty Bad Friday

I had a pretty bad Friday today. I sucked at my job, I didn't eat anything until 9.30pm, I flipped with Ally and said things that I had been keeping inside my system for a very long time but never really meant to say. I pretty much had a sucky day. But it's okay, because I'm gonna have a blast tomorrow!!!! I'm going to JB for KAMI MAHUKAN GRUNGE JANGAN TIPU KAMI !!! - PART KA-DUA. Oh yes I promise myself that I will have fun like nothing else matters tomorrow! I WILL.

However, I'm gonna miss TWO of Zip Zieller's shows... :-( One is tomorrow night at Uniten and another one is on Sunday, Pertandingan Raja Band Kuala Lumpur. I really really really really want to go to both shows but the thing is... I don't know... Maybe it's because I have no one to go with again... In fact, I've already considered not to go to JB and go to Uniten instead, but................. ntahlah. But don't you call me BUKAN ZIPPER TEGAR!!! I AM!!! It's just that I wish I had someone to accompany me. Faezah balik BP and I don't wanna be spending another weekend alone okay!!! Sometimes a loner does need some company too! Hahahaha. Another event that's gonna be held on Sunday is Laguna 10 Anniversary Party at Club Neverland, somewhere in KL. Ada niat mo pegi jugak, sebab ada Damn Dirty Apes, Sevencollar T-shirt, Love Me Butch, Subculture, etc. Band mantap2 ni semua. Tengoklah camana besok. Kalau sempat. Huh... Tapi memang rasa terkilan nie sebab Zip Zieller tu..... It's your choice Nurul, and you chose to go to JB. Macam buduh pulak kan. Tapi ntahlah. :(( Apa2 pun, I'm gonna enjoy myself tomorrow, forget all the unhappy thoughts and just have fun! For the good times! Yeah! :D

Untuk Zip Zieller, aku ucapkan SELAMAT MAJU JAYA, SEMOGA BERJAYA! :D